Tuesday 25 July 2017

9 years summed up in 1 hour

Picture taken on 1 January 2012
Bundu Inn
Hey baby,
You'd be happy to know that I survived more than an hour of therapy. I sat through the whole thing. If you had Whatsapp wherever you are you'd send a meme with a shocked NomaRussia. Hahaha. I sat through the whole thing my love.
You never stopped reminding me how I once stormed out of a session with a psychologist. A psychologist you chose without 'googling'. Yes, we were desperate and in a bit of trouble. But she asked us if we were really gay! I mean WTF!? We laughed about it after giving her a piece of my mind.
Our drive back home was actually the therapy we needed. We made it up to each other.
But today I spoke about you. Your forgiving heart, your love and generosity. I spoke about our dark days too and how swimming against a high tide trouble with you was so easy. I summed up nine years of knowing you in just over an hour. I cried when I kept on referring to you in past tense. But I pulled through because I needed to tell our story.
I also told her how I'm battling to deal with my own grief because there are many other people around me that loved you. They too need a shoulder to cry on. It's just a roller coaster.
I told her I'd preserve the good and not neglect the bad, but take pride in how we used that to reaffirm the foundation. Our love story ended on a beautiful note love. I was proud to even talk about how we fought and disagreed like people who loved each other. No words to pierce the heart. We wanted to be together. We did all the human things to cope with our stress. But we always got back on the journey of love. It's not easy without you. But I'm surrounded by so much love. I love and miss you my baby. Hope you're proud of me cause I sat through a whole therapy session without losing it. Lol.

9 comments:

  1. ❤❤❤❤ Beautiful...

    Love and Light my Hun!

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  2. To be honest, I have never had a friend that constantly proclaimed his love for the partner like Lolo did.

    The days he would be mad at u, he would call and say "mmata mogatsaka o nkwatisitse". Me being me I would say "why o sare Matuba oa nkwatisa ore mogatsaka! Wena o jele, ebile o gorile le bowl ya dessert mos. Then he would keep laughing.

    All in all he would tell how he loved u, and forgetting to narrate why o mo kwatisitse.

    Be strong Tubas, Rara o nale wena.

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  3. Thank you so much Vic. And I know you miss him too. He always told me every time you guys spoke. You sent your love every time. And I'd just giggle when he laughs from your crazy phone calls. He loved and appreciated you. Be comforted as well Vic. xx

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